Tuesday, August 10

Sowed the seeds of suspicion

TRUST ----x---- BELIEVE

if what other said will influenced your mind
don't say you understands me
you don't even trust me
i hate it
at first you said you trust me,
and here comes someone told you something,
you starts to link whatever thing together.
and questioned me, trapped me,
what the hell!
if you don't believe me,
please don't share your secrets with me!
I hate people doubting, suspecting
don't trust, don't believe
then don't tell me, don't ask me!
if people one words can change my image in your contact files,
can edit "who Kt is",
can re-write the answer,
fine!
delete the file!
I don't want to have friends do not believe me at all!
it really feels suck!
We are friends for so many years,
and you said that to me when someone you met for less than 3months?!
I thought we are friends!!
guess what?
I 've been betrayed by friends for twice!
I hate that feelings so much!
I won't let my friends felt that!
I undergone the dark history of my life, It was so bitch!
so

IF YOU DON'T TRUST MY PERSONALITY, JUST LET IT BE! DON'T TELL ME THINGS ANYMORE! I AM NOT INTERESTED TO KNOW THAT!!!


and

DON'T ACT LIKE YOU ARE ANOTHER ME! THERE'S NO-ONE KNOW ME BETTER THAN I DO! YOU JUST FRIEND! YOU DON'T KNOW MY SECRETS, MY HABITS! NOT EVEN WHICH LEG I PUT INTO MY SHOE FIRST! OR WHICH HAND I AM HOLDING SPOON AND FOLK!